3rd blog le

rudeness

2012-02-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

I have got enough of your rudeness, you ain't anyone that deserves my respect yet I tried my best to respect you. You not replying to my message is okay, how can you anyhow scold me for nothing?

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promoting insurance

2012-02-19T23:04:00.001+08:00

After one whole week of trying to promote insurance to others, I only managed to get them two cases which the customer came up to me on their own accord. Facing the greatest rejections ever. The worst thing is that I forgot to let them sign the timesheet -.- thinking of ways to solve this problem.

I hope I could use these hard earned, which I have yet to receive, wisely and not like this week. When I spent around a hundred dollars. I have had one of the BDM talking to me about church stuff. Hopefully the few week break that I am taking is going to allow me to grow closer to God.

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faith

2012-02-15T22:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, at difficult situation, I always want God to speak to me for the first time. Maybe I just have the wrong faith. But it is also this faith that enable me to live my life for a purpose

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HTC sensation xe

2012-02-12T15:20:00.001+08:00

Got my phone two days ago and really really thank God for it.

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I am a free thinker

2010-12-28T01:39:00.002+08:00

My advice for non-free-thinker is to not read this post

I attended this christmas party recently and decided to try to be a christian and have a relationship with god. I believe that it is just to hard for me to accept these big things. I agree only because I wanted to learn about it and think that they teaches moral values. My friend told me that god is invincible, but who is there to judge who is right? I guess that I am going to suffer from depression. Not only because of this, but a lot more other things. I don't think I can cope with everything. Maybe, just maybe, I should let go. I should let go of my friends, my junior, my responsibilities, my studies, my life...One thing that stop me from letting go is... I know that there are much more things for me to acheive. I wrote on facebook that I am craving for a boyfriend. The real reason is that I no longer think that the love I get is enough or maybe it is getting lesser as days pass or maybe I just need new things in my life to prevent me for looking back at the awful things in life. I am sorry but GOD, I must not make myself rely on you. It is just too much for me to handle. I am sorry to the one that brought me to you. I am also sorry to say that I had to let out whatever you said. Maybe you did not know that every word of yours make me even more unstable. I must filter them in order to pick myself up. I cannot and must not let myself fall...

stress

2010-07-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

currently getting more and more stressed out. sometimes i just want time to stop. don't think i can handle both job and school at this time of the year. hopefully i can find a way to relieve stress. all the financial problems and more. can't even afford to spend a weekend movie tickets. never mind, at least i get to watch movie with my friend on Tuesday. hopefully it will be fun. found out something horrible but not sure whether it is true.

MYE is coming soon

2010-04-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

examination is coming soon... i think i might MIA for a while but i think i might not be able to give up the computer. my and 4 other classmates were locked outside class today. teacher gave 5 minutes grace and i was late by 1sec later than the grace. =(

was played volleyball and basketball during PE lesson. teacher say might not be able to retest. that means that i might fail. any way, i think retest i will also not pass the IPU...

i should go on a diet.

random

found out why this person don't like me.

i asked my friend to help me ask and he told me that the person thinks that i am too zi da. is that true? maybe i should start reflecting

study plan

2010-04-17T19:30:00.005+08:00

once again, the study plan failed. i just couldn't get myself to study. =(

the above photo is the lunch that i brought to school on tuesday.

i also brought my own lunch to library to eat today.

FYI: eating is allowed at the library i went.

was playing with cleo's i pod touch in the library.
i am quickly get myself into study mode.

If not, i will suffer in my MYE...

2010-04-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog but have to go... later my sister scold me for using the laptop for so long. next time then. =(

new blog

2010-04-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

i am trying very very hard to change myself because i believe that i can be better. i will now not be upset over small stuff. i will continue to be cheerful? actually it was just the appearance. people always think that i am cheerful. now from now onwards, i decide to be happy, lead a happy life.

nowadays i get distracted easily during class. maybe i lost interest. i used to love learning new things, but now, i don't know what happened to me. i think i am going out on Saturday with wanyan to study. hope that the study plan will work.

shutter run

i tried twice and both results are the same! even the split second. 1148. go buy 4D. next PE lesson i will be running my 2.4km. i hope i can pass with flying colours. =) i have to pass my standing board jump and IPU too. =( sit and reach i got 40cm. wow. best record. i want try again and get better marks. =)

another boring day.

2010-04-13T17:41:00.002+08:00

today is simply boring. first lesson was mathematics. Ms Sim is there to teacher us the five methods of solving 'log' questions. I was so tired that almost fell asleep. after that was Chinese lesson. test on paper 2. the paper is like so difficult because the passage and the questions like no link like that. there was this idiom that came out which i just learnt i few days before. ha ha. so lucky, anyway the idiom means hair very messy and face very dirty. then it was English. My English teacher didn't come today. glad that i don't have to hand in composition. the recess, usual stuff. the biology, talk about red blood cells, white blood cells and many more. the geography lesson. the library is so so so so warm! the air-con out of order so long already. but lucky tomorrow's geography lesson is in air-conditioned room. then is physics lesson. the test that teacher give back was marked unfairly. the question also never say need to draw until it exits the air bubble then teacher mark us wrong. then lunch break. i forgot about the SKM meeting completely. then i went to eat my packed lunch that i brought with wanyan in the canteen. the chemistry lesson. boring! go through the worksheet only. then teacher keep repeating himself. people don't listen then don't care them la.

April Fool's

2010-04-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

Today is April Fools’ Day. It was quite fun at school. First lesson was maths. We planned to play a trick on Ms Sim. We took out our chemistry book and wanted to pretend that it was chemistry lesson instead of maths. But Ms Sim is smart enough to know that we were "April fooling". But before math lesson, a guy came in to inform us that we are playing a trick on our class mentors by change classes. For example, my class, 3F, will change with 4F. Read on to found out what happen in the end. It was English lesson after that. My English teacher, Madam Norhayati, told us to separate our table and said there was a test. After about 5minutes, she told us that I was just a April fool joke. So we went on going through the worksheet.

ps. so long never update le.

2009-03-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

very long time never update coz laptop spoilt then cannot blog lor. a lot of things happened unexpectedly. thursday was glenden's birthday... ... after school went round looking for him then i found him at the basketball court opposite the school. next time then tell you guys ma.

untitled

2009-01-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

going to create another blog when my computer is back... i miss my computer. get to post this because i smart ma. i solved my sister's laptop's password. don't want talk so much about today coz later must chiong D n T and Maths homework. time check [12.05AM, 29 Jan 2009]
OMG inside bubble tea shop saw him leh. pretend never see him. turn also don't want turn. actually he saw me then like hide hide like that but then later a while le trying to hint me that he is there. but i just pretend never see him lor. haix. today the yew tee cash deposit machine spoilt. one spoilt cannot must spoil both(all)???!!! sad thing la. but i got deposit coins lor. but some 20cents not accepted. never mind. got to go chiong homework le. BYE! =)

2009-01-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

Alot of things to say but don't feel like blogging now.

Bag super heavy nowadays.

school!!!

2009-01-06T16:20:00.002+08:00

Chinese got banding also. sad thing. i go last one again... but never mind la. don't drop can liao. my Chinese teacher darm good. holiday homework never do can extend one week de wor. =) same class as Bryant and dewei jack also. my class de got Adam, Jonathan (both also) and so on forget who else liao the whole class only got one girl! which is me la. never mind. i don't mind la. cox small class only. around 20 students? next year i will get into better class de. English banding i also got last one. which is ms fazlin lor. sian. today saw her for 3 periods straight but better than 1C'08. see ms koh 4periods some more last time two period = 75 minutes now each period only 35minutes. I simply hate ART. don't like the teacher. i predict literature also very bad. this year cannot slack! cox streaming already. new year resolution is to remember to bring thing needed for lesson! amazed that i can blog so long de post coz this season is lazy to post season. later got BBQ at my neighnour there. =)

2009-01-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

ps peeps don't angry coz i never update. coz i lazy lah. all the updates under draft coz i lazy to post. no mood also. haix. miss my glenden. but hor... he very short leh. never mind. he will grow tall de. jia you! honeng will still think of you until she find someone better. =) byebye lo...

campers' outing

2008-12-17T17:11:00.005+08:00

woke up at 7.01am. hahas. then brush teeth eat breakfast...
8.30 reached CCK then only see jingting and yuhan then i go send mail lor. come back le got see more people. Then take the train. After a few stopssss then we got seats. One whole row plus two. Then go take bus. but before that i got buy bubble tea. of cuz i buy oreo coffee la. then we go take bus. then reached le walk a bit. Q up to buy tickets. The Q quite short but waiting time very long. then finally go in. First will be haunted house. not scary but got scared by corses. then got one part my hand cannot pass throught. SORRY meiling but i have to let go of you.then pirate ship, unglam unglam. Lunch shared with meiling, BK chicken. Have problem dividing the burger cuz hot hot. Wild and Wet. OMG i wet wet. whole thing wet never mind. but then it is uneven de lor. after that we go rent bike. I shared bike with Wendy. Then go swing there. omg. i said i going hit heran then my leg really that long to hit his hand. SRY SRY. then shared apple tea with wendy. rental fee is $7 divide by 2 = $3.50 then going back that time ride on the tree branch. cannot get up. Then Jingting, Heran, Isabel, Guangyin, Jeffry and me go chinatown eat dinner. In the end me and heran go there watch them eat. that time i really not hungry. then jeffry say don't you think watching people eat is ride. I don't really think it is rude la. but only when the person stare back then i will think it is rude. then go k-box first time go k-box. hahas. actually because everytime people ask me go then suai suai not free. go in one person say the room so small then another person say the big so big. hahas. then we go in first reaction is so cold. then we ask the person whether can make the temeperture higher then the person say never on the air-con. OMG. then we order food and drink then guangyin ask heran whether that food can eat anot. hahas. then in the end we never eat alot but at least got finish drink lor. then after that w take bus 190 to CCK then i quickly take taxi home. lucky 11.59 reached home le. taxi fare only $3.80. not very exp. =) best singers award goes to heran and jingting. they sing darm well.

world's largest can mosaic

2008-12-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

i hate the owner of the ballon. cuz the ballon keep blocking my view and the people taking picture. stupid owner

day before actual event
first kranjian to reach there. jieying put me inside the group that arranging the words. jieying say age is the nearest le. then after a while one of the person ask me what level am i lor. then i say sec1. hahas. the person JC1 leh. but at least better than others. coz some poly year 2/3 liao. then after that xin yun and yuhan come liao. then i sunburn again leh. haix.
actual day of event
handphone rang at 6.15 but then i off the alarm then i go back sleep leh. then lucky my dad wake me up but 7.08 liao leh. hahas. i quick go bath then rush out le. breakfast also never eat. then i take taxi coz i think i just missed a bus. $3.20 then blah blah blah lor. today eat lunch with da ren wu. hahas. then after we eat then we play games invite three members of the dreamedge to play smile if you love me =) then after that they have to go le. so byebye. then we invited tu zi to play with us. play watermelon. they so shy. one of them super choi. clap clap for them. today saw shawn(campus superstar) also, he so cute. but i taller. =p he sooo shy lor. came with a group of girl. should be have his gf inside. i never take picture coz i shy. (joking de. i no camera only) then after we play we go back take bag then come down again talk. we were talking about jeremy, dominic and heran mainly. they say jeremy a lot of unglam photo. hahas. dominic owe me ice-cream. =p yu han don't jealous. i will ask him buy for you also!

2008-12-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

first picture, injury from camp. never going to climb the scaling wall again.

second picture, tone difference on my leg. before camp have le. but then after today is more obvious.

steal picture

2008-12-07T19:20:00.004+08:00

couple! hahas.
the winnersss. hahas. banana milk. Smarties Rox

chin up! my team did 260++ altogether. hahas. don't care the person blocking the view.
Is Heran[i hate emos]

key card to rooms

it is dangerous!

too many people don't want tell you all the people name. the one in orange at the top left hand corner is David, bottom right hand corner in green is Cherri, bottom left hand corner in blue is choy three of them is out instructors.
meiling i hate you. why your picture sooooo biggy.

back from camp

2008-12-06T16:15:00.005+08:00

i see myself. piggy^^ but why so ugly de? the poster of i dunno what team, see very colourful then i take lor. SMARTIES rox.
quite fed up with one person in the camp. actually two person. Heran and guangyin. guangyin because of the others. heran because i don't like EMO. too bad. me and my roommate go the boys Dom. ha has. in the end got caught. I miss Jeremy. hahas. shyshy^^ haha i found one person that love to do this -->[^^] also. those that sms me a lot or msn me a lot sure know de. i today woke up at around noon leh. opps. outing on 16dec. no no money. sad sad i decided that if i go then i stay outside "emo" (think about things)

only some camp photo Cox meiling never upload, i never take alot. =p

dream

2008-11-28T11:45:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of him leh. OMG craving for boyfriend la. sad thing. counting down 5 days to camp. i think it will be complete disaster. i want a boyfriend la. stupid bro want play maple story. wait a while cannot meh? camp cannot bring fluffy go. sad sad. i want change blog skin le. meiling and Pamela complain liao. i want money leh. sad sad i want celebrate Christmas! with log cake and turkey!

class tee

2008-11-04T15:25:00.005+08:00

here to update again! hahas. what i did today? erm, go cck then go eunos, then back to cck. hahas. then go send mails. wearing class tee. =p sis go sign up for this mio plan thing. jingyi say will disconnect easily lor. hahas. never mind la. have been blogging seen as long as i could remember. erm. i guess pangya close dwn le ma. can't seem to go into the website. other asiasoft also never link pangya. hahas. =p later going out to give people stock. haix need refund leh. sad thing right? got to go. byebye

blah blah blah

blogshop thing... again

2008-11-02T14:39:00.003+08:00

long time no post le. today ate pizza for lunch. yum yum. =) passing blogshop to han wei but i haven't meet her to discuss about the price and stuff. sad thing lor. planned to go out with lixian and meiling tomorrow. but then hor. no money to watch movie leh. must inform them later. hahas. craving for crystal. thinking of them every day and night.

haix

2008-10-29T12:14:00.002+08:00

this blog is private kay? no pee-ing. thing are getting abit boring. can't wait till camp and retreat. but still got one more month. so long. sad thing right? i want quick quick settle my eyeshimmer preorder #02 & #02.5 hahas. closing blogshop soon already. then i only accept order via e-mail. sending order every week! yeah. finally got this type of achievement le. hahas. then hor saturday need go collect stock. hahas. meeting that customer also. where i going to repack them leh? go jing yi's house ba. hahas. need go tell jingyi first.

closing down of blogshop

2008-10-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

need to close down my blogshop due to my stupid mother. she very what lor. she keep on saying that i will be taken away by other people, 'bank expert' taking away my money. LOL la. i never tell them my personal information lor. not even my real name! haix. i need quickly cap ALL my preorders! i don't get it! what is wrong will her? i know how to protect myself for this thing. it has never been a case where i have been cheated by any person. i am angry not because she care too much lor. i am angry because i had one less thing to do. I will have the holiday sleeping and eating and sleeping and eating. nothing much to do. seriously nothing. what is wrong with earning a few bucks? haix. i now have a lot of brown eyeshimmer to sell away. how it is enough to last me for throughout the holidays. why stop me when they can't give me money? i am like a bird trapped inside a very very very small cage. unable to speak. unable to fly even unable to move. she just care too much! i want to have my own freedom. i don't care, i am going to open my blogshop again when i finish my poly days. old enough. mature enough. earning my own money.

first aid course

2008-10-21T19:05:00.003+08:00

erm. today nothing much... almost LATE for school. then in school nothing to do de lor. then go the foyer there meet-up with the rest. the i wanted to clear locker. then mrs lee come down ask where we going. then she keep us down lor. i got time to clear one lor. then walk to yew tee cc. OMG the trainer! i not badmouthing him lor. first, not about him, got so many bags! second, i help to on the air-con then he say i expert. LOL. then he so experience. conducted so many course--> he tell us de. get what i mean? i should bring phone the lor. haix. the theory all the way till around 2pm. lunch break we go eat cup noodles. then after that we buy ice-cream. then go back lor. Miss rajoo bought us pizza! hahas. i ate one slice. is the kind to 1/8 not 1/10. hahas. then do dressing of wounds. then go home! photos will be uploaded by meiling!

dead

2008-10-18T17:47:00.002+08:00

i know my blog is dead... LOL. those people who just come here see see make me feel so lonely. coz they never tag. today morning wake up. eat breakfast then on com. dunno do what sia. then i go sch for cca matters. sia. need pay $7 then dad don't want give me. WTH. next time saturday cannot go school with meiling/lixian. must stay away from them. haix. pity hazwan coz he injured still need run abit. people close to me will know what i mean. then go west coast park to learn inline skating. LOL. i fall two times on my butt. now still pain. the person say 'v' is to steady your body but 'v' will move leh. then '11' then i cannot move. at the end i learn a bit. at least i know how to move. then go eat lunch. hahas go mac. they order alot lor. but then hor. in the end, when we take our meals, the coke not cold and the fries not hot/warm. haix. i ordered mcnugget. then lixian eat finish. she eat darm fast lor. then i eat finish next. we go play awhile lor. then the sand all go inside my shoe. haix. then me and lixian go buy some drink. she say want coffee then we go see. then she say too expensive. we go the other side lor. then i ordered chocolate milkshake. haix. the machine always broke down de. then go back. i share latte with lixian. the person talk werid werid de. then she ask me want cream anot. then i dunno what she talk so i say don't want lor. i need time to process werid words. then go bus liao. inside the bus so sian. then reach sch then alight lor. still got meeting. then they say short meeting. in the end very very de long. then me and meiling go clear locker. i still got a lot of thing inside. then i brought 8 books home. hahas. not heavy at all coz it is the 8 geog books. then we go down liao they still there. then we go limbang to buy something. i bought chocolate milk. pamela say so tall liao still drink milk. hahas. then we go home lor. i go yew tee update my passbook see the amount of money transfered. then go withdraw $20. then i saw jingyi. she say you here never tell me. i pay your the money ma. then i explain lor. then i decided to walk home but in the end i still take bus. then blah blah blah lor.

IMM

2008-10-10T19:49:00.003+08:00

today went to IMM with meiling and lixian.
today morning 7++ go sch for the lit presentation thing thing. we became the first group cox the first group skip. haha. Then me and cleo so good go set up the thing for all the other groups. after the presentation we go call edward and jonathan. then we go canteen visit the others. then cleo go liao then a while later i go out of sch. then sit at the void deck there read my book. then i sooooo bored then i go back sch lor. on the way edward tell me dunno what code. all '4' and '3' de. never mind i tired le. then just walk walk around lor. then i go woodlands actually wanted to meet stella but i scared then i walk pass her only lor. coz she talking to her friend. then i go jurong east lor. the train stop half way from bukit batok to jurong east lor. i was like so whatever. then i go popular walk walk then buy chocolate and the note thing thing. haha. first time i eat time-out. then i go walk again lor. wait for them. it is like so long. i wait from 8.15 am to 11++am lor. sad thing right? then i blame them coz we like miss the bus and like need to wait for another 30mins. then we spent a lot of time being the center of attraction. then go popular. then go take the bus. then need stand lor. haha so sad thing right? then reach liao. go eat lor. long john silver! combo 1. i too lazy liao. off to sleep. =p =p =p =p =p =p

random

2008-10-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

1 How tall should he be?-->taller than me. I very tall hor. :p too bad i too tall for you
2 What should he weigh?-->50kg
3 What hair color should he have?-->Black or dark brown
4 What kind of personality should he have?-->joke with me?
5 Older or younger?-->8 month away would be fine
6 Serious or carefree?-->Carefree
7 Spontaneous or hesitant?-->spontaneous
8 Brutally honest or tight-lipped?-->dunno
9 Handsome or intelligent?-->good-looking + smarter than me
10 Movie or a restuarant?--> i want movie
11 What film actor should he most be like?-->dunno la. actor all fake fake de
12 What singer should he most be like?-->none
13 Should he make all the money?--> i will stay with my blogshop
14 Does he need to cook?-->buy better
15 What is his best body part?--> leg ba. i guess the leg cannot be too fat. =p
16 What body part do you not care about?--> dunno la
17 Desk job or physical labour?--> anything
18 What car should he drive?-->don't drive car
19 What one thing completely turns you off?-->him caring too much about me
20 What one thing completely turns you on?--> his smile =)

1. Drank alcohol?-->wine?
2 Got kissed?-->nope
3 Got your heart broken?-->sad thing right?
4 Got arrested?-->LOL
5 Smoked a cigarette?-->don't want to
6 Lost someone close to you?-->i don't think so. oh ya. my first best friend
7 Broken a bone?-->going to
8 Got cheated on?-->yup. pranks.
9 Rode the city bus?-->huh?
10 Went to a concert?-->of cos
11 Met someone famous?-->i don't think so
12 Dyed your hair?-->going to
13 Had sex?--> nope
14 Got your own cell phone?-->LOL. have la
15 Had a boy/girl friend?-->is that counted?
16 Got the Internet?-->what am i doing here?
17 Joined Myspace?--> i think so
18 Snuck out of the house?--> yup
19 Got your own digital camera?-->i want one
20 Got Drunk?-->Almost

update!

2008-10-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

EOY paper is finally over. currently broke. need go round collect money. haha. first person will be Jia Qian. One of my customer. owe me $30! tomorrow going to sch. so sad. i haven't prepare yet sia. then i going out with my tWinnie and DARDAR, Lixian. Applying ATM card on monday/tuesday. I now then know they are damn rich lor. that bag is $171! My two month's allowance sia. the following people are rich:
-Jonathan Low
-Darsicius
-Glenden
-and many more
damn rich la! $171 leh. i need finish 6 preorder of eyeshimmer to raise tt much of $$$. Rich people are so rich. poor people like me is so poor. so lack of love. i going to pay my supplier $240 tomorrow. then i still need pay jingyi the short de money. i must go ask for discount. 50cents also can. I still need to go all the way to the other end of singapore to collect money from jia qian. i hope she don't go MIA or i blacklist her BIG BIG then go spreed around. Waste my time and money. coz i already brought the case and bling it for her liao. Then the Maths paper two hor. i didn't finish two parts of one question. the question on graph lor. i do finish the first part then time's up liao. I think i spent too much time on the star star question. lost 3 marks sia. i think also because i did focus lor. keep slacking like what i do to all the other paper. i quite smart lor. i choose to do the last question first. also because i lazy to use back the writing paper later. then i see not much time liao. quickly do. i do the draw one first coz got 7 marks lor. then the graph only got 6 marks.

prank

2008-10-04T13:36:00.004+08:00

i don't know how to start.
blue--> XXXXXXXXX
purple--> me

ily
Muacks
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lol
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i so lonely
sad thing
can stead mah?
rrealli
can
?
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i waiting for him leh
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hw him
wh
who is the him ?
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don't want tell you
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in our class?
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nope
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then our school?
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yup
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what class?
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don't want tell you.
sec 1 de
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is he someone i know???
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i don't think so
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express?
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yup
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which class? plspls
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1E =p
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bryant?
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no la
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daryl?
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nope
someone not so popular
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liunes?
linus?
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nope. told you you don't know de
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juz say
pls... i wun sae de...
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don't want la. i never talk to him since the last holiday le
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juz say la... u can trust me de
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i don't trust anyone lor. too bad. sophia know him.
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jared? glendon?
*glenden?
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huh
don't ask le la.
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Just tell me pls...
=p too bad. you go ask 1E de ren. most of them know lor
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haiz...sian..
but i lyk you leh...
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too bad...
you so rich de ren
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so..? We can still lead a same life
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yup
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can u accept me? as a stead??? pls...... i will love u 4eva de
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don't want. it hurts to leave
^^
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heaven has lost an angel...thats because you are here down on earth...
the dp is actually u and me de
>
seriously i am askin sicerierly willl...
u...
lovee me
be my stead
pleeeeeeeeeeese
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so sad. i don't believe you.
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zzzzzzzzzzzz
im serious
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you call me then i believe.
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number
?
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wait arh
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-.=
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i cannot remember ma
xxxxxxxx don't you know i got short term memory
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k wait
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haha
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bro usin phone hp no bat wait pls wait me
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your phone no bat or your bro's phone no bat?
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bro using house phone
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me so blur
@.@
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huh?
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never mind
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i dun lyk r
iuu
but love u
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lol
to difficult to believe
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nvm wait
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wait very long le.
---end---
between him and me lor. actually i don't understand his short form lor. whatever la.
i don't believe is him lor.
maybe
-prank
-someone else bet that he would get me
-demo to someone else
-joking
-play with me
-make me unable to focus on exam
he is just too clever, too rich, too good-looking, too simple, too complex, too difficult for me to handle.
maybe i am just a toy, a challage.
i am just a simple girl, a very simple one.
but still, too complex for anyone to handle.
resons for not accepting:
cox i think is a prank.
cox even if not a prank i don't believe.
cox my expectation too high
expectation:
taller than me (o)
smarter than me (o)
eat every lunch with me (x)
be with me (x)
joke with me (x)
play with me (x)
talk with me (x)
i am just too afriad. too scared that everyone would leave me.
just too timid to go out of this door.

2008-09-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

why must you look away?
if stealing my heart is a crime, you will be charged!
say you love me!
i just need an answer.
Do you love me?
Yes or No

blahblahblah

2008-09-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

haha. sad sad sad. i miss him a little. just a little. or maybe i bit more. --> i miss him
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jia you everyone!

change seat!

2008-09-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

finally change seat le! THANK YOU SHAHREEN! don't need to sit with GUANGHUI. He is like GUANGYIN lor. no offence. sitting with Ameen. at least better than him. his attitude better than last time. Today CCA again. Mrs Lee tell us the event time-table. i better go study le. no no slacking anymore!

2008-09-08T15:05:00.001+08:00

MIA

2008-09-08T06:00:00.002+08:00

Due to EOY exam. I will not be updating my blog from 22nd September 2008 to 10 October 2008.
Saturday
Wanted to do Ex12.2 but then i draw the graph liao then found out need to extend the line but must draw again cause the graph paper is shared between three questions. End up finishing Ex7.2 and Ex 7.3
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
English oral. I am really starting to hate this school. The school asked us to come at 10am but we only got tested at 12++! They say delay by 1/2h because found out that pupils bring handphone. BUT!!! 1F go first! After that was 1E. If they don't want to test us first then don't ask us come so early la. at least 11.30am would be better. They asked us to wait like 2h for nothing?
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
first costumer
Saturday
Do homework. only manage to do Ex12.2 then run out of graph paper. Do english first. Sick of English. Don't know what to write, only write finish the Sandy part
Today
will edit again later

T.T

2008-09-02T13:43:00.003+08:00

What is wrong with my words? Did it hurt you? I don't think so... Stop hurting my feeling! I am not as strong as what you think I am. You said that I am a loser... but I am better than you in a way or another. I am getting weaker day by day. Starting to cry every now and then. I am not your puppet. I have my own ways of doing things. If everyone is the same, what is the point of life? I do hate myself. nobody is prefect! You are not nobody! You can choose your friends, but not your classmate. What can't you just leave me alone? Why must you treat me like this? You aren't perfect like what you thought you are. You can't judge me! What give you the right to judge me? RYAN JEE. You are just a little little tiny mouse!

long time no post le...

2008-08-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

my childhood friend today never come again...
i think he gone for holidays ba...
he so rich one lor...
whatever...
i must stop talking to him before other people say more than enough
today suddenly fell moody again but it is OK... my heart will heal...
or maybe someone would numb it until i can't fell anything...
tomorrow teachers' day liao... i am going to buy as many coffee as possible...
i think i going back to primary school ba...
this few days busy arranging somethings...
when i am done i will announce

results...

2008-08-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

i got back my english, chinese, mathematics and physics common test back liao...
share my marks(please)
EngLisH--> 31/50(62%) did pretty well...
ChiNesE--> 33/70(47...%) fail badly
MatHemAtiCs--> 39/50(78%) did ok only lor... expected higher marks...
PhySicS--> 18.5/25 (74%) 0.5 marks to A1... short term memory

history--> hope pass then maybe ms yang will give us treat!
literture--> forget it... i never study at all... break record
biology--> what the hell... so difficult

anyone interested to join some kind of project(coral reef) to win...$1500
it is so cool...
visit: http://www.underwaterworld.com.sg/hilights_IYOR.htm for more information

i love you

2008-08-18T21:27:00.007+08:00

i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥ i love you ♥

my dear dear boy... affected by my dear friends, sophia and kah chin... he disappoint me... he went with his friends... sadly...

back to normal

2008-08-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

i am back to normal le... after this emo period... i feel better... it is all thanks to those that made me smile... one thing that i need to say... i have nothing to do with that stupid glenden... haha... he is not my lover for my goodness sake... hazwan is my... joking only la... hope can pass english and literature de common test... i shall love studying from today onwards... JIAYOU... i falling sick already... a bit of cold... last thing... glenden is my bestie!!! that is what he said... not me...

national day celebration

2008-08-08T12:17:00.003+08:00

today got national day celebration... got purple stationary set... got hole puncher, stapler and ruler... the picture above de... stupid la... keep thinking of him... i think i priviting this blog liao... i wanna shout i love you... but i think he like someone else... today saw him looking for someone then after saw that person then got the relieve look... he so high la... i thought zhen yu not friend with him anymore... feel so heartbroken... no hope le la... who would like a bitch like me... today competition cause edward did not summit the form... that time they call for the participites they never go lor... i think they never listen... push the blame to me... what the hell la...

haix

2008-08-07T21:51:00.004+08:00

today last day of carnival... i learnt a new thing!!! after sports cannot eat lollipop... hahaha... i found out that i love that number #13 boy there... shhhh... don't tell anyone... today night feel so energetic... i hate glenden hew... miss the lessons with ms yang... at least it is better than with ms fazlin... but i agree that she is a good teacher... today with celebrate success with 1C... eat pizza. i won the prize of getting the smallest piece of pizza... too bad fitrah didn't come today... yeah!!! i don't want change seat... last time i see is i sit with that stupid guang hui... he very what lor... today got a lot of different feelings so let's put this post grey... happy advance birthday singapore!!!

i am a bitch

hope so

2008-08-01T20:29:00.003+08:00

mama tomorrow going out asked me to buy my own lunch... i will most properly cook my own lunch...

about the amc thing arh? i should say it is quite hard...

random question:

question 1. the value of 2008 + 8002 is

(A) 1010 (b) 4004 (C) 10008 (D)8910 (E) 10010

question 9. the digit 5,6,7,8 and 9 can be arranage to form even five-digit numbers. the tens digit in the largest of these numbers is

(A)5 (B)6 (C)7 (D)8 (E)9

question 14. at half-time in a soccer match between newcastle and melbourne, the score was newcastle 1, melbourne 0. three goals were scored in the second half. which of the following could not be the result of the match?

(A)the match was drawn (B)newcastle wan by 2 goals (C)melbourne won by 2goals (D)newcastle won by 1goal (E)newcastle won by 4goals

question 20. the average of one group of numbers is 4. a second group contain twice as many numbers and has an average of 10. the average of both groups of numbers combined is

(A)5 (B)6 (C)7 (D)8 (E)9

question 26. A two-digit number ab and its reversal ba are both prime. For example, 13 and 31 are both prime. what is the largest possible sum of these two numbers ab and ba?

ans: 176

question 27. given a regular heptagon (7sided polygon), how many obtuse-angled triangles are there, where the vertices of each triangle are vertices of the heptagon?

ans: 14

i am still deciding if i should go for the human triangle that thing... 9am sia. so early don't want la... at night still need go the world's largest can mosaic thing thing... i don't want wear pe shirt leh... haix. teacher never say cannot don't wear la. but teacher say encourage...

emo

2008-07-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

today so sad la. i also don't know why la. Chinese teacher suddenly become so fierce... cannot hug my bag liao. from today, my posts will all be in black. unless i am happy on that day. today spent all my money... saw Wei en but she and me also forget that i owe her money. last day of peace. tomorrow will start to worry liao. 2nd august is the worst. 10pm then go home. sob

2008-07-30T20:34:00.002+08:00

Mama say i take jie jie shirt out and wear sia. ask her to search my bag lor. see if she can find any. i rather wear uniform then wear home clothes lor. wear home clothes still need to bring to school. make bag look so big and ugly also add weight to it. home clothes still need to change... change here change there very troublesome one lor... why wear her clothes? i don't have clothes meh? if you think that her clothes is nicer than you buy for me lor. say i hang out with bad friends. who in this whole is totally not bad? even she is lor. ask us not to lend anyone anything. so selfish... friends are also better than her in one way or another. say i bring slipper for what... you try and wear school shoe for a day and feel it yourself... what's wrong with it... evenif i go anywhere... where got place cannot wear school shoes de?
Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch Bitch

happy day....

2008-07-26T19:50:00.003+08:00

my lunch
the porriage with egg, sesame oil, white pepper power and 'sause green'
cambell soup

today everyone went out... left me at home... i cooked my own lunch!!! of cos i will not be so happy if it is instant noodle... it is nice... that's what i have to say

back to post

2008-07-23T20:33:00.004+08:00

redbull sia... poly students drink redbull

my seat number...

addicted to posting liao...

yesterday cried la... ear swollen... sob sob sob...

[wo][ai][ni]

[meiling]

haha... if you are meiling i think you thought is that hazwan right?

it is you... my precious meiling
lunch is mcdonald...

hasbrown, filet o fish(with mchicken wrapper) and apple pie...

i have trouble eating the apple pie

filling keep dropping

then i had a BORING time... but at least got my friends

=(

2008-07-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

1.What's the connection between you and the last person who called you?
i think i dunno who... haha 67662107

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
recently lor... when got bring handphone to school... haha... cox either got CCA or tuition but after next week no tuition liao...

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
stay in 1G for the Denise lor... she cry la... and then the recess over that time the prefect chase us out... i think is Li Jie... that look so fierce at us la...

4. When did you last cry?
For him la... now don't love him anymore

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
peanut butter sux

6. What do you want in your life now?
find back my DnT file

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
lazy take umbrella la!!! i also dunno how to take one... walk in the rain so good

8. What's your favourite thing you have on your bed?
Fluffy

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Unity Pri PE shorts haha.

10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
I'm giving u 600 million angels to take care of you

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Yes!!! fun ma

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Kong Fu panda

14. What are you proud of?
Whatever

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Whoops, sorry for late reply. i las night very tired haha. sure can
By you!!! yup my tWinnie, Meiling

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
huh?(noisy)

17. Do you have any nickname?
of cos

18. What does your last received text message say?
Er... D n T
i asked what lesson we have tomorrow(today) then he say about tomorrow
By Jonathan Wong

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
just sleep la

20. Are you currently happy?
of cos not

21. Who gives you the best advice?
No one ):

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
whipped cream?

23. Who did you talk with on phone last night?
i not popular!!!(no one)

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
myself

25. Who/What was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
no idea

26. Do you wear toe sock?
eeeeeee

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Chai Sim... cox i so paiseh call wrong person

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yuppie

29. What annoys you most in a person?
unusual things

3o. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Him?

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
my english very bad... what is cocaine man?

32. What is the colour of your room?
white purple

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
nope... i want kill myself... got money no use

34. Do you believe in the saying '' talk in cheap ''?
huh???!!!

35. Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
Sister lor.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
let me think...

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
fluffy(licked)

38. Do you have a life?
nope

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
maybe?

4o. What is the reason behind your profile song?
where got song?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
ermmm... every time i sleep will dream de... but you may not remember

42. When was the last time you smiled?
at my friend in the bus just now

43. Have you changed this year?
More Emo

44. What are you listening to right now?
TV

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Nope

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
opened?(now maybe closed liao(tired))

47. Is there a quote you live by?
yup

48. Do you want someone you cant have?
nope

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
of cos la

5o. What was the worst idea you had in a week?
sleep in class

51. What were you doing last night at 11.oo pm?
no idea

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
of cos not

53. What song describe your love life?
dunno

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
of cos not

55. Who always make you laugh?
you, you, you and you

56. Do you speak other languages other than English?
Duh. Of course.

57. Are you blond?
blond?

58. What is your middle name?
Eng

don't want do liao... passed by no one... bored ma...

felt better

2008-07-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

^^
i called that stupid person...
or maybe i more stupid...
he answer two time then never answer liao
i only know him who sleep so late lor...
JENNIFER!!! tag if you read this...
my tagboard very dead you know...
addicted to wild wild west... haha
folk dance so tired
sweat like hell...
the teachers also have la
gratx theresa ans andrew be prefect!!!
that stupid person also... haix
jia you ba hon eng...
must proof them(whoever that hate me) wrong...

very saddening

2008-07-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

i must be positive... stay strong...
i may proof him wrong
i am refering to that proud Oscar...
It is like everything he do is right and everything i do is wrong...
when i say the price is too much then he did nothing lor...
then ao shi say then hc change liao...
he don't respect me at all lor...
positive thinking--> too many people complain then he change
i keep ordering us la... refering to the whole class.
he should know who is who and not just ordering us lor...
my logicstic manger...
my promotion manger...
everything is his...
he hates me and i hate him...
he say i am bossy...
i can't say i am not
but there is always a reason for it
he is not doing a good job...
i hate the class but i don't hate anyone except oscar...
even fathin and shahidah argees to me...
hate him more then i hate myself...
at least i finally found one person that i hate more than myself...
i want change class...
i can take any class... or maybe not...
i shall face the truth and wait for another 1 year and 5 months...
he say he going to overseas and study
BUT... I AM VERY SURE HE WILL NOT...
he keep lying to us or maybe me...
he wants to rule the world but i just have to say...
he is not doing a good job... bastard!!!!!
he thinks that the so called banana(no offence) have the power...
but what can the do man...
they are same as us... 1dians
i must say that the class did very well today...
very on task... except for benedict...
actually also cannot blame him...
oscar took all his role...
he think he what...
let me tell you...
i am better than him in one way or another...
i am at least more experience in service learning as my CCA planned 2 service learning and i am helping out?
what is he man... only a stupid idiot

cans cans cans

2008-07-12T23:18:00.001+08:00

should i tell my class to collect them first? i of cos want my class to win... but what if the school reject my poor little proposal. should i keep it to only my CCAmates? questions questions questions...

whatever

2008-07-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

i did my world record thing liao... i only need to ask around for corrections and ideas... i thought i will not be late for the logistic list but in the end they never tell me anything so cannot make it on time... today chinese teacher asked us to learn the song... i don't need wings la... you got sees uperman fly with wings one meh? next time then i do the wei en's blog thing... i too lazy... i think i better go now... so late liao i still haven sleep later tomorrow cannot wake up... oh ya still need to bring tie... anmanda still haven return me my tie sia... after so long... i go sleep liao... i pig la. (..)<--pig nose

no longer love him

2008-07-10T16:59:00.001+08:00

haix... i cried for him... it acually helped me to unlove him and took 60% of my unhappiness... all thanks to him...

2008-07-09T19:48:00.001+08:00

i love him... i dreamt of him... i miss him but...

does he love me?

sob...

boring

2008-07-08T14:57:00.002+08:00

today so boring... history change teacher le... Mr Ong... so boring... hope next time no history... no courage... wanted to ask him something... share my stories with him but never mind la... i skipped tuition for i dunno how many weeks liao... should be three ba... hope today i not lazy... i last week really lazy until never go... now at wei en's house... 28 more minutes and i will be gone... i better not use the lappy liao... let wei en use... (:

busy and stressed up

2008-07-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

this few days really busy...
today got service learning... so boring sia...
then tomorrow still need plan for the logistic thing for cca...
feel so stressed up... maybe because i scared i fail again ba...
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pierced ears...

2008-06-30T20:38:00.002+08:00

i go pierce my ears liao...
wonder why i dare to pierce...
maybe because of him and her ba...
wa lao... he made me go first la...
then i say pain...
he go next...
say not pain
then Denise was like so scared...
then omg... stuck...
because she move lor
then bleed...
then pierce again
total cost is $9.50
because i bought alcohal which cost $1.50
he say the thing very heavy...
lol... not heavy at all
tomorrow morning i go change ear stick
hope i can pluck tha thing out lor
in the afternoon i help him pull out that thing la
he complain say pain
i so forceful meh?
haix

CFN

2008-06-27T15:33:00.002+08:00

haix... at night still need go school... sia...
yesterday sms the stupid chai sim with my 'new' number
actually he is not stupid but smart...
never mind let's don't talk about him...
he have nothing that interest me...
i sms him only because i dunno how to do homework...
then he don't want tell me answer then i turn to meiling....
my BEST meiling...
so long never blog liao... lazy ma...
new term is soooo boring...
history...literature...
chinese teacher change liao...
ms tock also going to transfer school.
later need to dance folk dance... with party hat?
omg... sob. that time see jason... he look like christmas tree...
jia you for folk dance...

back here to post

2008-06-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

i am back from nothing...
i cannot play anymore so don't ask me online audi

CLICK fer me

oXsweetieXo

2008-06-12T11:12:00.001+08:00

clearer view of that three crystal

2008-06-11T20:10:00.001+08:00

baby dolphin
gift for you
a dozen pink roses

want try and guess the prize...

hint:swarovski

gong fu panda

2008-06-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

long time no blog liao...
lazy...
ok abt today
i went out with sophia!(♥)
finally went out with her liao...
we go watch gong fu panda...
ya... i go bank withdraw money...
then we go take MRT to causeway...
then walk walk waiting for that stupid nick lee....
then we go buy tickets...
the nick lee's mother go buy the tickets...
took our ez-link cards...
then the queue long like siao...
then we walk walk again lor...
haiz... me and sophia go buy lunch...
haha... our lunch is crap...
i bought pringles and lemonade and milo nuggets...
then we walk again
then we go popular...
i go apply for card...
then the card 10mins can get le...
then we go look for my birthday present
then we go minitoons...
omg i saw the present that he buy for me liao...
i saw the big one(mine)
then i saw the small...
then i ask that for my birthday present
opps... i never see the price sia
$19.90!!!! $19.90!!!!
then sophia took the big one...
omg it is $39.90 sia
he very rich
then i saw a wallet with heart shape on it then i say i want...
i half regret sia... but never mind...
i regret because i should have ask her to buy the other one...
next time i go ask from other people...
then we ask from nick lee the tickets...
we scared later he run with the tickets...
then we take awhile then go toilet... haha
nick lee thought it is with sophia...
but it is with me... lol
then we go liao lor...
then the boy boy(nick lee's cousin) sitting beside me so noisy...
i don't want talk much abt that movie la
it was quite good lor
want know more then msn me la...
then me and sophia go ntuc...
we go there also never buy anything la...
waste time only...
then go mac...
buy student meal...
upsized!!!
but in the end never drink finish the drink
then go library
then go home lor...

GREEN TEA Mcflurry

2008-06-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

GREEN TEA Mcflurry
it was nice...
i know how they make...
they put some green tea power on top of the ice cream then they mix...
Homework not done
-reading task 3,4,5&6
-comprehension(all)
-RE 10
-drugs mind map

8 more days to my birthday...

2008-06-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

finally someone cared about me...
hui qi asked me to do quiz lor...
Rules~ Blogger who has been tagged has to start with 10 facts about themselves.~At the end of this quiz, choose 10 people and tag them about this quiz.
1♥ i love my fluffy
2♥ i love miss wong
3♥ i love 6B
4♥ i hate jonathan(kor)
5♥ i hate guang hui
6♥ i hate zi hao
7♥ i am noob in audition(lvl 12 only... sis lvl 15(pro))
8♥ i got one younger brother(wished i didn't)
9♥ i got one elder sister(gratefully)
10♥ i know myself better than you do...

sabo time arh?
5 people enough la...
--denise
--wei en
--gail
--wei li
--wei ying

6th day of holiday

2008-05-29T09:21:00.003+08:00

haix

i shall show some of the questions in the SMO competition...

Question 2...

Question 3...

The number of interger between 208 and 2008 ending with 1 is ___

Question 5...

John has two 20 cent coins and three 50 cent coins in his pocktet. He takes two coins out of his pocket at random, one after the other without replacement. What is the probability that the total value of the two coins taken out is 70 cents?

Question 8...

Let x, y and z be non-negative numbers. Suppose x + y = 10 and y + z = 8. Let S= x + z. What is the sum of the maximum and the minimum value of S?

Question 9...

How many integer solution (x, y, z) are there to the equation xyz= 2008?

Question 14...

60 students were interciewed. Of these, 33 liked swimming and 36 liked soccer. Find the greatesr possible number of student who neither liked swimming nor soccer.

Question 18...

Find the sum of all the positive integers less than 999 that are divisible by 15.

Question 19...

A brand of orange juice is available in shop A and shop B at an original price of $2.00 per bottle. Shop A preovides the "buy 4 get 1 free" promotion and shop B provides 15% discount if one buys 4 bottles or more. Find the minimum cost (in cents) if one wants to buy 13 bottles of the orange juice.

haha... if anyone can do these question without any help from others(12-14years old), that person will be rewarded with a bar of chocolate every week...

oral cum competition

2008-05-27T20:02:00.003+08:00

i had oral and competition today lor...lol
oral
i am the first one... lol...
then i read the passage...
then the convesation i talk crap...
competition
i go hall...
i dunno my index number...
then the teacher tell me
then i asked ihaa again...
then the teacher say:"you can always ask me again"
lol
then i thought chai sim never go...
then i so happy la...
but then that stupid chai sim came...
curse him
then i just anyhow do lor...
birthday present
haha...
now got 2 early birthday present liao...
one of them is from wei en lor...
then i got the other one today!!!
it is from Jason...
he asked my go limbang...
i was at home playing audi lor...
then he gave me this reading task...
he photocopy wrong
i asked him to help me photocopy reading task 3,4&5
but then he photocopy 4,5&6
lol
then he give be this big present...
inside a red coloured box...
then i walk to the bus stop...
then i reached the lift(my house one)
then i opened the box...
omg!!! it is a huge doggy...
then i put outside...
scared later mama scold...
then going tuition that time i bring big bag...
then i take out the doggy
then i go class gathering
class gathering
the first one i see is wei en lor...
i going limbang that time see le...
then the second+third one is wan jie and kian ming...
then yu jia...
then xin min...
then we go viod deck play...
then we play half way wacko then lydia and lynn came...
then we play wink murderer...
then we go playground play...
tuition
then half way walking i saw mdm chua
then i smile at her lor...
then i quick walk there...
then talk, teach and talk lor...
then after tuition i go buy thing
things i bought:
-2 packets of chicken rice
-1 packet of duck rice
- potato chips
- bread
then i also got borrow 2 books...
my bro asked me to borrow 2 books
but then one of them all on loan and the other one not avalible in cck library
then i came home with a heavy bag...
during my bus ride i saw the bus driver...
the bus driver that i met today...
then he very what lor.
in the afternoon he keep on looking at his letters
then in the evening he keep on breaking...
then i saw wui minn in the bus... lol
he so late...

last day

2008-05-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

yeah last day of school le...
no need wake up early early nor do i need to do homework everyday
today in the morning go the hall see the top four drama teams perform...
i think 1B is good but in the end 1C won...
1E did badly....
no emotion...
so boring...
then is mother tongue lesson
i think the teacher never come again
the relief teacher very strict...
then never play lor
then recess... yeah!!!
then i go with veronica to buy milo...
finally got milo to drink...
i few days never drink packet milo liao
then i go with wei en they all lor...
then drama...
i thought got free period...
then the teachers come in and go out...
then home economics
then got free peroid...
don't dare to play
then CE...
ms koh and mdm tan came in lor
then ms koh give homework and ask some to dance the folk dance
then CE over lor
then parent meeting
then i go eat lunch
then saw meiling
she so poor thing...
need stay back until 4 plus for the parent teacher meeting
then i stay for awhile for her
talk to her...
then she sent me out of school + 1mile?
then i take the bus home lor...
then play computer awhile then bath lor
then eat then come back play awhile then blog...
i think i go sleep le...

first time in my life

2008-05-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

what?!?
i actually skipped CCA.
it is actually not my first time la
i use to skip my CCA when i was in primary school
then after skipping i will quit that CCA...
but this time...
i am not going to quit my CCA
it is quite relaxing
today they got pizza and persi lor..
never mind la
this CCA like give pizza...
still got so many years...
i think last year will eat until sian...
the only thing that i am worried about is the forms they give
i wonder if there is any...
i cannot ask bryan and frentzen...
they sure say the oppositie
sometimes, i can't tell...
they are just too good at acting...
i think i will ask ihaa about that...
then today got the dumpling festival...
stupid la...
need to stay until 2.30...
i wanted to kick the stupid TCS...
then one of his friend tell him...
then recess that time right... wei en told me that denise broke her present from her
then i say about the light thing
then i know is got sms or call then will light de...
i want bag for birthday present...

hip pain

2008-05-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

today first period is English...
hate English cause cannot do anything

then i cannot move alot because pain ma...

i also dunno why pain...

lol

i think is i bang onto something ba

then English lesson go through the mid-year paper 2

cannot slack because cannot lie down on the table

because pain
every time i sit down or stand up will pain de...

sob... i sit down here and blog also pain

then geography lesson...

i love ms tan

she let us watch documentary

ice world because the weather is so hot these days...

so wonderful

then recess came...

hate it

then i think i recover i bit then need stand up again...

then go to recess...

then today no Milo again...

then i asked for ice lemon tea...

haix...

don't have the bottle one.

then i ask for i-plus

then fitrah asked me to go toilet with her...

then i wait outside the toilet with suha lor...

then she came out la...

then we go to fathin there lor...

then i saw denise and wei en so go to them...

then i saw denise hiding something from me...

i go see.

but she don't want let me see

after that wei en then say is my birthday present

thank you wei en

she say is she give one lor...

is a light green mini toy baby bear

denise help wei en take out the price tag...

actually never mind one la...

i don't think a secondary school student can affort to give an expensive present

got light de...

just discover

lol

i also dunno how to on the lights...

forget it...

no light also cute la

handphone cannot hang so i think hang on something else

then recess over lor...

warm again...

sit under the hot sun

broke out with my lao gong liao...

then i think is maths lesson...

slack la.

i got bullied by the stupid bryan and frentzen

bryan keep on throwing the paper ball made of newspaper at me

i really pissed off so draw his hand with marker and black pen

frentzen also got i few marks...

then is folk dance...

haha... cannot jump because jump also pain...

then mother tongue... i thought got free peroid but our sim cal teacher came in

then i go to bbp's mc...

eat mcwing lor....

then owe her money again...

haha lucky total is the lowest record...

opps forget still owe her a few more cents...

and i also owe yue ning 20cent

then we go her house...

yee hwa need go home...

then we three play poker cards...

never bet money...

not illegel...

then 3pm liao

i need go the maths olympiad training...

i go there only disturb the teacher...

then amanda got caught by one of the teacher

handphone die... lol

haha... today can go tuition one minute earlier...

oh ya... the chai sim never come today...

none of my buisness

he got friend to ask about...

then i go to lot 1 there with shubei...

then she go her 190

i go my mcflurry first hen go tuition...

tuition slack again lor

then after tuition go pay the fee...

then go home lor...

then eat dinner

then drink vitagen and kickapoo

then bath

then come here blog liao...

i think nothing to write about liao

i go zzz le...

byebye

going to IMM

2008-05-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

anyone want to go to IMM?
tag me or ring me up...
i am free on:
29.05-01.06
05.06-07.06
09.06-18-06
20.06-22.06

fort canning

2008-05-18T15:38:00.011+08:00

yesterday go fort canning park then got bitten...

one of the few that is still left today... swollen sia

errrr... butterfly? lame...

worms? no la... is spice

pepper... this type of pepper i like but not that kind of vegetable one

earthworm being attacked by ants... the circle is i edit de...

the earth worm formed a 'm' shape

19pound cannon
baby with a huge thing which cannot even fit?
umbrella? nono is the resting place

stozen's birthday

2008-05-13T22:07:00.004+08:00

planned my time-table liao...
but only for one day(20thmay)... lol
tomorrow got CCA... 3.30-6.30pm
so late then can go home...
today is stozen's birthday...
old old liao ha ha... jkjk
tomorrow i think buy him a chocolate ba...
also dunno he got go to CCA tomorrow or not
today go through Chinese paper...
then maths Olympiad lor
sian la
lucky today teach easy easy one
going competition liao... sob
i think i sure cannot get into second round...
Chinese oral on the same date as the competition sia
sian la...
that day need go oral, competition and gathering....
hope everything is going fine that day...
Thursday and Friday got service learning...
need wait until very long then can go home...
today Ms Koh tell us ghost story about our school and her school
she is from nan yang girls
i am going to plan more time-tables...
but who says i am going to follow...

2008-05-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is Fathin's birthday...
I bought a packet of chocolate for Denise's birthday
never wait for Jason then no chocolate...
I went to Suha's house today...
I go play games
I played Uno, Stress, clue do and Scrabble
Today go through Mid-Year Examination papers
I got:
-54 for English
-76 for Mathematics
-21 for Home Economics
-43 for TLLM
-81 for Mother Tongue
I failed four subjects...
three of them is all because of AMEEN
i hate him so much la
he overestimate himself and proud
Ms Koh asked us to do reflection again
i said i would plan a time-table and take down notes...
today shu bei sell thing to raise funds for the mianma i think
i spent $0.50 for m&ms and $0.50 for 'lollipop'
after school while walking to the MRT station, we bought otah
i go plan time-table liao...
byebye

me

2008-05-10T14:01:00.005+08:00

English name: Tee Hon Eng
Chinese name: 俞鸿盈
Nickname: JaNiCe
Called: 'tee pi gu'(frentzen) & 'chocolate girl'(Jason)
Height: 160'cm
Weight: 41'kg
Address: Blk 6**C Choa Chu Kang Crescent #0*-*1* singapore *8*6*6
Contact number: 6**04***/*8*2*4**
Birthday: 08th June1995
Horoscope: Gemini
Zodiac: Piggy
Class: ~~1I,2H,3H,4H,5D,6B,~~1D
Primary School: Unity Primary School
Secondary School: Kranji Secondary School
Religion: 70% freethinker, 25%Buddhism and 5% Christianity
Blog: http://never-want-to-live-again.blogspot.com/
Fav. Colour: non-dull colour (esp. black)
Fav. Number: 5 & 8
Fav. Alphabet a & J
Fav. Snack: Chocolate, potato chips and ice-cream
Fav. Teacher: ms wong, ms ho, mr ng and ms poh
Fav. Animal: panda, rabbit and hamster
Fav. Subject: Geography and physics
Her God Sisters: Denise and Sophia
Her God Brother: Ao Shi
Her Twin Sister: Meiling
Her Enemies: Ooi Zi Hao, Ryan Jee, Oscar Lee, Jonathan Kor and pepper
Her Friends: Cleo (tag if you are my friend)
Her Family: Father, Mother, Elder Sister & younger brother

no school

2008-05-08T14:06:00.002+08:00

haha... today no need go school because got no exam...
tomorrow the whole sec1 &2 don't need go also... also because no exam and they scard we disturb the sec4... today my grandma come my house... then got nice nice lunch to eat... got vegetable, tofu and fish. porriage... yesterday i went to veronica's house. two story one... the one most expensive for HDB... i go there play mapl and neopet... lol nothing much to do
then i owe veronica $9.85... because $6 for ez-link and $3.85 for mcwing...i left $10 for next week... really no $$$ liao... maybe going withdraw... today help train jason's audition skill... he now lvl 5 liao... all thanks to me... jkjk

papers are finally over

2008-05-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

today we had our last paper which is mathematics... i slack again... lol i am a 3/4 time slacker... today i walk home again cox no $$$ in my ez-link... shahidah almost bang by car... i saved her with sweets... i remember the driver is a girl... driving very fast.

28th-30thapril2008

2008-04-30T20:27:00.004+08:00

28th April2008
Today got Mother Tongue paper 1& 2
The Paper 1 is compo and personal letter
I wrote crap
The letter i anyhow write
The compo i also forget what i write
29th April2008
Today got EL paper
I wrote both the newspaper report and the compo lor
I think both my composition also never meet word count
Jonathan Low wrote 700++ words for section 1
he write more then expected
need minus marks
haha
who ask he
300-350word sia
30th April2008
today got Inter graded Science & Geography
suddenly remember with the aids of something need draw
saddened... i go and explain only
the last question is 6marks!!!
but i think i at most only get 3 marks
cox i wrote crap
i wanted to write neater on the other writing paper
but in the end the first one is neater
today go to the UPS' sports day
Jason and Suha cannot go with me
Suha- her mother say got exam cannot go
Jason-got scold by his mother the night before
i walk to yew tee see Wei ying then she ask me to take bus with her go her house first
-.-'''
then took the bus there lor
saw ms Wong at there
then we saw zhen yu and Della then we go up to them lor
then we talk talk talk
i was arguing about the silence clap
<<-slience clap:clap+shhhh -two slience clap:clap clap+shhhh

or
clap+shhhh+slap+shhh>>
then we go mac lor
i eat Della's fries
haha
i always like that one

ms wong asked us not to put but who cares... ps(no nagging... ms wong)

2008-04-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

Black N White, Colourful World

The World Soo Colourful,

Containing this Insignificant Grey me,

Staring up the sky i wonder...

Would this red thread which connects us,

lead us eye to eye, the sync which we enjoy...

then i wonder again...

through death that cold experience,

will that very thread be broken

& thus shall we meet again.

the thoughts go on and on,

then i found myself to be a idiot,

thinking too much...

found this on CH's bro's blog....

2008-04-24T18:54:00.002+08:00

bryan pour water at me yesterday. sob sob

canal control rox lor

maths day once again

2008-04-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

long long day...
today folk dance learnt mass dance
i standing behind jeryl, pro in folk dance/memories
we all follow him
we:Sharhidah, veronica, jason and me.... last one forget who le
today maths lesson do the mock mid-year exam
then IP that time teacher thought is 2pm lol
is 1.30pm
then we waited for 20minutes or so la
then the paper two i borrow the calulator from hon eng(meiling)
then during the paper edward ask hon eng for the thing la
then reliese i asked before him lor
then he come back that time walked pass me... bluff bluff take away the thing say she lent him
--t-r-a-i-n-i-n-g--
today learn about plus plus minus minus times times and divide divide
then i thought today can go home(tuition) early but in the end the thing was difficult
then 5pm then we go
today forget to bring handphone
ps. hp check don't be on tuesday can liao
then go tuition lor
then teacher talk talk i copy copy teacher talk talk i listen lor
hope i can get at least a "b" for maths mock exam

2.4km run

2008-04-21T19:59:00.004+08:00

mahahaha...
i pass my 2.4km run by 15 seconds
i was faster than meng fui by 1 second
faster than shahidah and fathin by a few second also
i wonder how much he got
he should be very fast
=)
(sister, please don't read this part... jkjk)
i got to play audition online
i played with some pros and noobs
then i think i gained quite much exp
(please don't tell banana family the below part(even if you are one))
Oscar told miss koh about the banana family calling her names
miss koh left it for Oscar and fitrah
--J-a-N-i-C-e--
i helped on the NE notice board thing by voting which design is better
Jason ran away
lol
(Jason please don't read this)

--S-p-o-r-t-s---d-a-y--
i went to the complex unwilling people pon my house, albatross
ihaa came to Alba although she is ibex
her friend also came from red

2008-04-18T16:31:00.002+08:00

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...

You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.

Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

You Are Fish

You have a well formed palate and a daring appetite. If it's served to you, you'll at least try it.

People are pretty scared of your exotic ways. But once they get a taste of you, they're addicted!

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.

And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.

You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.

With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

You Are A Lime Tree

You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful.

You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change.

Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting.

Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love.

You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.

You Are a Jigsaw Puzzle

You are a complex person, although at first glance you seem quite simple.

Your personality is comprised of many interesting and distinct pieces.

You are captivating and often visually interesting. You can be seen from many angles.

What Your City Walk Means

You are adventurous and easygoing. You love life, as long as you don't have to do anything hard.

You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable.

Money is very important to you. You like to have lots of nice things... and you don't care if you're being greedy.

You enjoy the world around you, and you thrive on new environments. You can be easily surrounded by natural or man made beauty.

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.

At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.

Your Fixation: Envy

Your Primary Fear: To have no identity

Your Primary Desire: To find yourself

Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.

You Are Quite Worldly

You've done a good bit of worldly exploring, and you have an international perspective.

And you're definitely looking forward to your future adventures abroad.

You've got the passport, the desire to travel, and maybe even the language skills.

Now all you need are the means!

Your Linguistic Profile:

50% General American English

20% Yankee

15% Dixie

10% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

Your Observation Skills Get A B

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)

And it takes something big to distract you!

You Are Sky Blue

Dreamy and creative, you the potential in everyone ... and everything!

And while you strive to have an ideal life, you are pretty mellow about it. You know your time will come.

You Are From Mars

You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.

You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.

You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.

Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.

So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.

testes

2008-04-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 69%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High

You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world.
You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future.
You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

What These Orchids Say About You

You are exotic and intricately beautiful.
You possess a unique grace that's both delicate and strong.
You are thoughtful and refined. You are the definition of class.

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

You Are 92% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!
There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

Your Inner Color is Purple

Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great.

You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a partner who sees your vision and adopts it as their own.

Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician.

You Are a Kinetic Learner

You learn best by doing, and you have a talent for complicated, physical tasks.
You excel at athletics, drama, and fixing things.
You would be an excellent Olympic athlete - or a Broadway star!

You Are a Good Girl

You are 80% Good and 20% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.

sports day

2008-04-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my school's sports day
but i still need to wake up early
i will need to reach the complex by 7.20
i bought some tidbits to eat
one small packet of roller coaster
two small packet of potato chips
one packet of kinder bueno but eat finish at home
Theodora forget to bring the ticket for the band concert
never mind
Hui qi "angry" because i never buy from her
today drama i forget my lines again
Jason like not happy
never clap for me
jealous arh?
i prefer Kelly's group
the drug one very funny
Simon's group they talk very soft
except for sharhidah
the teacher in the play
miss koh today ask me to pin up my hair from Monday
i also not distracted by it lor

jason got new blog

2008-04-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

hehe... jason got new blog
all thanks to me.
i ask him to create one
http://inverted-sanctury.blogspot.com/
he say edward short
then edward in the tagboard scold him
lol
theresa first one to tag
tomorrow i going to ntuc to do something
we care and we share
our VP, mr yeo will be going to

quote of the week
what you say mean life or death. those who speak with care will be rewarded
King Solomon

edward's birthday

2008-04-10T21:44:00.002+08:00

=)
today went to Edward's house
his house very small only but got lots of thing
he is quite sad because Jason got choir cannot go.
i think only Benedict, hong Kai and Edward gentleman at the party
reasons:
Benedict- help me pour apple juice when i requested(2ND time)
hong Kai- help me take bee hoon when i requested(1st time)
Edward- help me take my bag when i requested (containing more than $1000 worth notebook(laptop)(more than 1 time... =p) during that time when we are doing lit script.
the award goes to Edward, the birthday boy
Oscar returned Jason his money liao...
i think tomorrow will have chocolate
today i eat so much
two kfc chicken, about 5 cherry tomato, one small piece of vegetable, the smallest piece of cake and some popcorn chicken and drink too
Edward today got bring some chocolate to school and share
he brought two kinds...
but i only got one kind
=(
he say don't want give me
we played block catching and jail break
then play block catching that time i think the people living there not happy
then 5.45pm, Edward's mother ask us to go home
later our parents worry
then we take our bag go home lor
frentzen very heavy...
he step into the lift then got the too heavy signal
then every time must take two lift then everyone can go down/up
then we all walk to interchange
i can take the nearest bus stop go home one
but i think i go with my friend better
then we all walk lor
i shared umbrella with hong kai
i so kind share with people
hong Kai take 300
i take 302
others i think take LRT
then i line up lor
then the bus come
then i board lor
then i sit down behind behind
then i see Jonathan in front
i thought he got tuition then early early go already
never mind la
i got to go le
bye bye

chocolate

2008-04-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

he haven give me chocolate because he got no money... Oscar haven return him his money
Oscar owe me $0.40 and meng fui owe me $0.50 i think.
i SO long never eat chocolate already.
no money... only got $2++ for this week
next week my sister return me money then got$$$ to spent on my chocolate
i think she will return me $50...
my allowance for this month lol
still have maths casco book and ex. 5.5 to do...
cried two times this month...
sad

homework

2008-04-08T21:29:00.003+08:00

wei en say that she hate the person who invented homework
today got 2 homework...
mathematics-casco book pg 125-132
chinese-worksheet on the movie...
jason haven give me my chocolate
meng fui, edward and oscar also haven return me money
chocolate is good.
advantages:
-make someone happy
-make someone not stress
-make someone fat
disadvantages:
-make someone fat
-need spent money
overall, chocolate is good
~~honeng~~©
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stressed up

2008-04-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

i am all stressed up. mid-year exam is sooooooo close man.
i need some scolding... from my friend.
i dunno
i am currently in bad mood.
don't disturb me anymore
going broke cox my sister haven return me my $$$
the money that she owe me can last me for a month or more.
can last me for 35 days if i spend $4 everyday
i need chocolate... lots and lots of chocolate to cold me down
i think i will like to die or something .
6B gathering should be able to cool me down
shut up man

quote of the week

2008-04-06T17:54:00.003+08:00

knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens
Jimi Hendrix(singer, guitarist, songwriter, bandleader, producer, studio owner)

e-mail me if you don't understand the meaning. lol

finally finish the game

2008-04-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

i finally finish this game:
http://y8.com/games/Detective_Grimoire
=)
try it

term 2 week 3

2008-04-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

this is my diary/notebook

some may ask me what is the thing behind the notebook

it is my bed la. i know very high class. queen size somemore

i got this notebook at the farewell party that rami organized

stress about the class tee design. kelly and wei yan don't agree to black

poly vs. jc

2008-04-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

poly
advantages:
-need not go for university
-higher pay then JC students
disadvantage:
-lower chances of going to university
-need study for 3 years
-higher school fees
JC
advantage:
-only need to study for 2 years
disadvantage:
-lower pay then poly students if never go to university

my advise is to go for the 3 months trail in JC
if you are not able to cope then choose poly lor

biweekly session

2008-03-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

today is the biweekly session, woke up at about 8am. then wash up eat breakfast. Then go to bus stop take bus(302). then saw two sec2 SLC members. then sit in the bus for about 10 minutes. then reached the bus stop nearest to my school(Kranji Sec). then i walked in the sun. i like the sun sometime. the only thing i am scared is the bird's dropping. if can, i want to kill all the birds that dropped their dropping on people. then reached school, felt blur. i did not now where to go. i thought there was no one in 4H, as i walked through the car gate. the school never open the main gate. then hor they still don't want open bigger the gate lor. need squeeze through. then i wanted to check the notice board. but then, the lift not switched on and tall the stairs no opened. then i went to the toilet to call meiling and frentzen but they never pick up the phone. then i went walk walk lor. then walk past the "cooling" area. then saw yu Han. she asked me to go in 4H.

my first minute in 4H only got 4 people-Casper, the 2 SLC member which i saw in the bus and me lor. then i put my bag down and turn around then saw ihaa, suha, jing ting, zi tong, meiling and Pamela. then i went out to "welcome" them la. then ihaa put her bag next to me la. then as usually we went out walk walk lor. then we sit down talk talk. then i saw ihaa at the phone there calling someone then i walk over lor. then i saw many many number, then i know is other country so i ask lor. then she say calling someone in china. then i dunno who ask us to go in 4H la. then all go lor. then i saw suha sitting alone so i went to sit with her lor. then my good friend, ihaa also move with me to sit with suha, but she is sitting the seat beside me. two seats from suha. then jing ting say got chocolate. then she pass to us. then i open and share. i took 1 at a time then i think i took 3/5 of it. ps... then we eat the chocolate half-way then jing ting say got sweet. then she say not nice, so give us lor. i open and shared with ihaa and suha. i ate 4/5 of it i think. then we start our biweekly session...
to be continued...

mathematics day

2008-03-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

today i went for 3 maths lesson. maths is boring...
i prefer Mr Koh then Mr Guay
Mr Koh can explain better...
it does not mean i hate him...
he is just average.
joey and zhen yu broke up
i hope i would excel in english
miss koh is saying that i never put in enough effort
i did put a little.
sad to say but i hate school...

Lol

2008-03-20T21:14:00.001+08:00

miss him...

2008-03-17T20:31:00.001+08:00

Chapter 1
I had never expected my first day of school to be so interesting.It would take at least an hour for the bus to arrive at my new school, National Junior College. I had brought along only a small bag that contained a few pieces of blank paper, a pencil case and a Discman. I presumed the teachers would not teach us anything on the first day of school. After all, they claimed that today was supposed to be an “Orientation Day”. I was really not looking forward to it. In fact, I dreaded it.I managed to find a seat in the crowded bus. Most of the passengers were students in their tucked-out uniforms. When the bus started moving, I closed my eyes, ready to sleep through the hour-odd ride that would take me all the way from Boon Lay to Bukit Timah.“Hey, hello!” someone in the standing crowd yelled. I woke up from my dazed dreams and looked up. A guy standing near the entrance smiled at me. He was wearing the same uniform as mine. “Hello!” he yelled again.Almost all the passengers looked at me. The bus was at Bukit Batok road, which meant it was still pretty far from National Junior College. On closer scrutiny, I realized it was Jacky Wu, one of my secondary schoolmates. I did not reply. Instead, I searched for my Discman, acting as if I did not hear him.“Hello to the girl searching for something in her bag!” Jacky shouted again. This time, a few passengers giggled. I kept my head low and finally found my Discman. Without hesitation, I capped the earphones onto my ears. “Hello to the girl listening to a Discman!” he continued. I pressed the ‘play’ key continuously but no sound came out from the earphones. “Hello to the girl wearing the same uniform as me!” he pressed on. The batteries must have run out of juice. Not now! “Hello to the girl wearing glasses! Hello! Hello! Hello!” Almost all the passengers were waiting for me to acknowledge Jacky.“Hello to Joanna!” He finally said my name. I knew there was only one way to shut him up and put an end to my embarrassment. I smiled at him. He seemed pleased and never said anything anymore.The bumpy journey went on for another thirty minutes. He alighted at the same stop as me, but I was quick enough to evade him and dashed to the main gate of the school as fast as I could.
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I did not know Jacky that well. In fact, we had only held one conversation when we were in secondary school, and it lasted for less than three minutes. We were never in the same class.Jacky was one of the popular guys in school. He is handsome and can crack jokes really well. Many girls drooled over him, but the rumour was that he did not have a steady girlfriend.One day, when we were in Secondary Three, Jacky was invited on stage to crack a joke during an assembly period. If he could get everyone to laugh, he would win a prize. He thought for a while before he said, “There was once a …” I was not listening to him. I was totally lost in my own thoughts. When he finished his joke, there was a long period of silence. Suddenly the hall exploded into ripples of laughter. My classmates around me laughed like mad people. Even the teachers laughed out loud. I frowned, unable to fathom what kind of joke could set everyone laughing so insanely.When the laughter subsided, a teacher was about to pass Jacky a prize when he declined to take it. “Someone didn’t laugh.” He announced. For no logical reason, the audience laughed again. He pointed to my direction and proclaimed, “That girl didn’t laugh.” I glanced around me, hoping he was not referring to me.“Which girl?” the teacher asked, looking around.“That girl with the glasses and long hair.”The teacher scrutinized all the students in my direction. “You mean the girl with tied up hair?”“Yeah, that’s the one. She never laughs!”I clenched my hand into a fist. How can a big guy like him be so petty?“Joanna!” the teacher said. “You didn’t laugh?”I kept quiet. To have my name called out in an assembly did not feel good. “Joanna, can you please wake up from your dreams and laugh at my joke?” Jacky uttered and some people giggled loudly. “I beg you.”My classmates urged me to stand up. Feeling the pressure and the lack of time to think of anything else, I stood up and said sarcastically, “Ha, ha, ha.” Then I sat down and buried my head under my hands.Everyone laughed out loud at my scornful remarks. I promised never to forgive that Jacky Wu for embarrassing me in front of three hundred people.After school that day, he came forward and apologized. “Hey, I’m sorry about just now. Was just trying to create some comical effects. I hope you’re not offended?”I shook my head.“Jacky Wu.” He introduced himself.“I know. The famous and arrogant Jacky Wu.” I had not expected myself to say that. “Joanna. Joanna Fung.”“I never expected myself to be arrogant. But famous? I agree on that.” He beamed. “Are you always so introverted and… unfriendly?”“Unfriendly?” I glared at him. “I never expected myself to be unfriendly, Jacky.” I walked off quickly, not wanting to continue the conversation.“But you’ve got like… no friends at all!”I did hear his reply, but I acted as if I did not hear it. I continued to walk off. In fact, what he said was true. I had classmates but I had like… no friends at all. Except for one. Just one.
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Actually, there was no way for me to completely avoid Jacky in National Junior College.He was everywhere. I had tried all means to avoid him but my efforts were futile. “Hey, Joanna. What a coincidence! We’re going to be schoolmates for the next two years as well!”“Yeah.” I replied.“What class are you in?”“03A20”“Oh my gosh!” he covered his mouth and jumped around like a madman. “We’re in the same class! Can you believe it!? Jacky and Joanna in the same class! How cool is that?”He sounded really mad. I was imagining how a monkey would blend into my class. The bell rang soon after that. We strolled towards the hall and searched for our class number. He offered to sit beside me. I glared at him but he just smiled. I had no reason to reject him therefore I agreed to it.Firstly the principal spoke to us on the history of the school, then several departmental heads of the school took turns to tell us more about the school. We were, by then, trying hard to keep our eyes open. When they were done, we sang the school’s song with the lyrics in front of us.“Okay, as you all know, we’re going to have an orientation program for these first few days…” a teacher announced.“It’s going to be fun.” Jacky whispered to me. “I’ve got a friend in J2. He told me it’s gonna be very exciting.”When I heard what he said, I regretted not skipping school today. We were led to the field class by class just like in primary school. Jacky kept on telling me how excited he was.“Junior College life is going to be one of the best!” he blurted on. “You’re going to enjoy it, it’s unlike secondary school! There’re more freedom, homework are called tutorials, the teachers are called-”“Sorry, Jacky…” I turned to him. “Would you please… shut up?”He just laughed it off and talked to other people, not feeling offended. But I felt something. I went to the toilet after that to wash off my tears. I had just asked Jacky to shut up. I had just scolded Jacky.I had just cursed Jacky. Oh, damn it. What the hell had I done? I should just shut up.
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The objective of the first game we played was to remember each other’s name.Water balloons were thrown at students who forgot others’ names. After an hour, we were able to remember the name of every classmate. The next game was played with the aim of “recognizing voices”.The boys and girls were separated. A curtain partitioned them, and when a girl spoke, the boys had to guess who the girl was. After a few rounds, I was chosen to say something for the boys to guess.“Come on, say something! A joke, or something like that!” the seniors urged me.I did not know what to say, so I just muttered, “Ha, ha, ha.”Almost instantly, I heard Jacky’s voice on the other side. “It’s Joanna! Joanna Fung, that thin girl!”Ah, that bastard.